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Postcard Xo
02:56
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Dear sir or madam,
Back at the bottom
You know they say the weather’s nice this time of year
Place feels like home now
Think I’ve forgotten
How often I’ve found myself ending up back here
It’s just a quick trip
Down that rabbit hole
Where thoughts always go
Same toxic reverie:
Awful end to me
Yours respectfully,
I’m feeling worthless
Probably deserve this
So I might walk alone through this dark alley home
Praying to no one
something or someone just puts me down
Hey I miss ya, wish you well
Postcard from a living hell
PS I’m drinking
To drown the failure
‘Coz I’ve fucked up again like you would not believe
Guilt like an anchor
Pulling me under
My foot’s so far inside my mouth it’s hard to breathe
Down that rabbit hole
Where thoughts always go
Same toxic reverie:
Awful end to me
Yours faithfully,
I’m feeling worthless
Probably deserve this
So I might walk alone through this dark alley home
Praying to no one
something or someone just puts me down
Hey I miss ya, wish you well
Postcard from a living hell
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Jabberwocky
03:12
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Hush your mind
I’m a little bit sick of hearing that I’m safe inside
Where the bad things just can’t get you
Thanks, I’ll deal with the devil that’s creeping underneath my bed
Before the one that’s real, terrorising my head
Did I crash land
(Jabberwocky, Jabberwocky)
In wonderland?
(Jabberwocky)
Wake me up ‘cause this isn’t real
It’s just a bad dream
A cave in my chest
Hell freezes in my bloodstream
But it’s all in my mind
‘cause I don’t believe
In this Jabberwocky
They say speak your mind
But I’m far too scared of feeling like a victim
I always used to play the hero
So let’s play pretend that’s still who I am, not even fazed
Got an iron will
Moving on most days that I don’t
Crash land
(Jabberwocky, Jabberwocky)
In wonderland
(Jabberwocky)
Wake me up ‘cause this isn’t real
It’s just a bad dream
A cave in my chest
Hell freezes in my bloodstream
But it’s all in my mind
‘cause I don’t believe
In this Jabberwocky
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3. |
Off With Your Head
02:12
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I’m angry
Wanna kick holes in the walls of this mess
I’m angry
That I feel so goddamn powerless
I’m angry
As the bodies drop and pile-up
Damzel, distress
I’m angry
Go on and wave your pitchforks in the air
Just like you just don’t care
Coz you don’t care
You only hate
Just wanna instigate
A fucking police state
Heads are rolling
“Off with your head!”
I’m angry
Self righteous, tied the noose before you heard the plea
I’m angry
For a sick vendetta: “better get her ‘coz she’s nothing like me!”
I’m angry
Attack tactics to tear down those who disagree
I’m angry
Coz I was too chicken-shit to say “bitch I see you
Wave your pitchforks in the air
Just like you just don’t care”
Coz you don’t care
You only hate
Just wanna instigate
A fucking police state
Heads are rolling
“Off with your head!”
And we’ve come so far to fall so fucking backwards
An epidemic of existential dread
“Off with your head!”
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4. |
The Critic
02:39
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I’ve got these shades
Stuck to my face
24/7
And I just can’t let ‘em go
Starin at grey
Everyday
Feels like Armageddon
But I still struggle letting ‘em go
And it’s hard to find some peace of mind
When your mind’s in pieces
What’s with this critic
So damn sadistic
Blaring on my frequency?
I feel my eardrums caving in
Screaming
“Get off my radio”
You’re fake and a liar
So don’t even try, yeah
You’ll just mess it up, you know?
So sick of listening, man
I just wish s/he’d
Get off my radio!
Yeah I got that creep
cursing at me
24/7
Wish s/he would just SHUT THE FUCK UP
Feeding me lies
Poison advice
Overanalysing every little thing - it never lets up
So tell me…
What’s with this critic
So damn sadistic
Blaring on my frequency?
I feel my eardrums caving in
Screaming
“Get off my radio”
You’re fake and a liar
So don’t even try, yeah
You’ll just mess it up, you know?
So sick of listening, man
I just wish s/he’d
Get off my radio!
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5. |
Imposter Ft. Yours Truly
03:03
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Never believed in lizard people
Til I discovered your scales
Reptilian eyes
Cold-blooded venom
Got sick chasing your tales
You said
“Hearts change like the weather… and now it’s raining on you”
Hearts change like the weather….
We used to freak but now you
Freak me out
I can’t help but think you must be an imposter
Inside out
Crawling in the dark tryna figure it out…
Cause it feels like you died
How the hell are you not a ghost?
You freak me out
I can’t help but think you must be an imposter
Started believing you would have to be from another world
Now everyday feels like a twisted dream
Kinda like the human I once knew…
I guess hearts change like the weather
(Can’t change your heart if you never had one from the start)
Hearts change like the weather….
We used to freak but now you
Freak me out
I can’t help but think you must be an imposter
Inside out
Crawling in the dark tryna figure it out
Cause it feels like you died
How the hell are you not a ghost?
You freak me out
I can’t help but think you must be an imposter
I swear I knew you
Not this new you
What happened to you
Please… theorise?
Who's this stranger in familiar skin
That I don't… recognise?
Must be an imposter
Impossible as it might seem
Or you'd remember me…
The one you said meant everything
Freak me out
I can’t help but think you must be an imposter
Inside out
Crawling in the dark tryna figure it out
Cause it feels like you died
How the hell are you not a ghost?
You freak me out
I can’t help but think you must be an imposter
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6. |
SOJU (Ft. Sly Withers)
02:41
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I don’t express negative feelings very well
And as a consequence I’m going through hell
On the daily… maybe it’s my fault?
That’s what I’m reading on the internet…
These memes have got me all figured out…
Saying shit like “set some healthy boundaries”
And “stop all of your people pleasing”
“It’s the reason you’ve been stressing out”
So here’s another fuck you
Don’t you tell me what to do
Too old for this shit
I quit
Taking it from fucks like you
And maybe one day
I might say it to your face
Instead of swallow it down like soju
I have some difficulties try’n to say no
And if I don't set healthy boundaries I'll break under the load
Don't have time for it, too obvious, the feeling brought you home
What a way to grow up emtpy, you’re just here to let me know
Cause I’ve been living like dirt stuck up in your bulldozer
Feel like such a damn pushover
Wish I could stick up for myself
So here’s another fuck you
Don’t you tell me what to do
Too old for this shit
I quit
Taking it from fucks like you
And maybe one day
I might say it to your face
Instead of swallow it down like soju
With all my other fuck you’s
So here’s another fuck you
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7. |
Psych. Vs Psych.
03:29
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My psych, your psych
Put ‘em in a ring
Let ‘em fight it out
To figure out the state we’re in
My psych, your psych
Put ‘em in a ring
Let ‘em fight it out
For who’s to blame for everything
Where’s the off switch?
I wanna stop the ride!
Choking on words like I’ve been gargling cyanide
It’s a toxic, hot, sick sentimental cuck
White knuckles on rails like we’re stuck
Upside down on a broken roller coaster
Bathtub…
Toaster…
Who’s the victim?
Answer’s not any closer…
My psych, your psych, put ‘em in a ring…
Sock me with your next punch
Just to break the tension
Antisocial combat
Cruel intentions
Stalemate on the front lines
Dyin’ from the drama
Screaming like a rabbit in a cage of trauma
Dig in nails
Systems fail
Just another fucked up fairytale
Hand me a gas mask
Coz I can’t breathe in this room!
It’s a bomb site, no light coming through the cracks
Just black, wrapped up like a tomb
Shrink my head
I’m hanging by a thread
Upside down on a broken helter skelter
Baseball…
Belter…
Who’s the abuser?
My psych, your psych, put ‘em in a ring…
Sock me with your next punch
Just to break the tension
Antisocial combat
Cruel intentions
Stalemate on the front lines
Dyin’ from the drama
Screaming like a rabbit in a cage of trauma
Dig in nails
Systems fail
Just another fucked up fairytale
My psych, your psych
Put ‘em in a ring
Let ‘em fight it out
To figure out the state we’re in
My psych, your psych
Put ‘em in a ring
Let ‘em fight it out
For who’s to blame for everything
Fuckin’ bullshit mate
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8. |
Low Budget Horror
03:01
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Maniac
Maniac
With a camera
You attack
In the dark
Like a predator
Poor mental health is an excuse I can’t acquit
For being such a piece of shit
People like
People like you
Repulse me
Treating pain
Treating pain
Like it’s currency
You inflict damage ‘coz you’re damaged to the core
I won’t accept it anymore
Come on then
Cast me in your fucked up dream
Corn syrup murder scene
You’re gonna
You’re gonna
You’re gonna die for
This low budget horror
Such a sad attempt to terrorise
Derivative plot line
You’re gonna
You’re gonna
You’re gonna cry for
This low budget horror starring me
Did you think
That I’d shake
Shake and shiver?
Try to tear me apart
Like the ripper?
The only shocking thing about this story’s twist
Is people like you exist
I’m Exorcist,
You’re Troll 2
Almost embarrassed for you
Fingerless Freddie, threadbare
Not even good enough for my nightmares
Come on then
Cast me in your fucked up dream
Corn syrup murder scene
You’re gonna
You’re gonna
You’re gonna die for
This low budget horror
Such a sad attempt to terrorise
Derivative plot line
You’re gonna
You’re gonna
You’re gonna cry for
This low budget horror starring me
Come on then
Cast me in your fucked up dream
Corn syrup murder scene
You’re gonna
You’re gonna
You’re gonna die for
This low budget horror
And I -
I never asked for this
But I’m not afraid
So go lay in
The death bed you’ve made
You’re gonna
You’re gonna
You’re gonna cry for
This low budget horror starring me
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9. |
An Intervention
02:37
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I think I lost my underwear
To the poser with long hair
In the Frankie’s fun room stall, yeah I swear
And I think that I might need an intervention
I kissed the girl with champagne eyes
Who I secretly despise
Coz she’s prettier than me
Genetically fancy
And I think that I might need an intervention
Yeah I think that I might need an intervention
It’s all just glitter in the trash can
Poison Ivy, Batman, lock me up
Coz I’m a good girl with some bad intentions
And I think that I might need an intervention
I’m always sad like Hollywood
And I abuse my body til it feels good
Watch me powder my nose
Off the skin from your bones
And I think that I might need an intervention
It’s all just glitter in the trash can
Poison Ivy, Batman, lock me up
Coz I’m a good girl with some bad intentions
And I think that I might need an intervention
Would it be ok
To lose my mind today?
Don’t mind, just lock me up
Coz I’m a good girl with some bad intentions
And I think that I might need an intervention
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10. |
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Fell into a hole
Hit the bottom like a stone
Heavy, I should know
I’ve got one all of my own
Doesn’t mean I know what it feels like
Wish I knew how to help you heal, like
Strange how we all suffer together
Thinking we all suffer alone
And I’m terrified
Just don’t know what to say
To convince you to stay
Not like I can’t relate
But I’m tripping on words for it
Inarticulate
Lost a friend back when I was healing
Didn’t know he had that same feeling
It’s strange how we all suffer together
Thinking we all suffer alone
If only I had known all the answers
Took my friend like an aggressive cancer
It’s strange how we’re all dying together
Thinkin we’re dying alone
And I’m terrified
Just don’t know what to say
To convince you to stay
Not like I can’t relate
But I’m capped at the knees
‘Coz this evil disease
Won’t let any damn thing ever penetrate
Like my tongue’s twisted inside a vice
Reaching for you in the quicksand
But I’m tripping on words for it
Inarticulate
And I’m terrified, I just don’t know what to say to convince you to stay
It’s strange how we all suffer together
Thinking we all suffer alone
Fell into a hole
Hit the bottom like a stone
Heavy, I should know
I’ve got one all of my own
And I’m terrified
Just don’t know what to say
To convince you to stay
Not like I can’t relate
But I’m capped at the knees
‘Coz this evil disease
Won’t let any damn thing ever penetrate
Like my tongue’s twisted inside a vice
Reaching for you in the quicksand
But I’m tripping on words for it
Inarticulate
Still tripping on words for it,
Inarticulate
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11. |
SAY
02:58
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“Go on and
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree with me”
You’re shining like a gaslighter
Nobody lights up a room like ya
You light my fuse
Like someone’s gonna lose
Like I lost a couple’ screws in your
Fire
You treat me like I’m made of plastic
One day I might snap like an elastic
This lowbrow cash cow
Never had the know-how
Might as well just quit now
“Go on and
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree with me”
You said, “hurry ‘coz you’re use-by-dated
And your image is far too complicated
Just be one thing
Little puppet on a string
Just shut your mouth and sing
Just shut your mouth and –
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree with me”
Crack me like a pinata
Just hit me harder
To get what you, to get what you want
Crack me like a pinata
Just hit me harder
To get what you, to get what you want
And it’s the same old boring story
A million in his-story
These big bloodsuckers
Abusing power for glory
They’re just getting way more stealthy now…
So shutup, shutup, shutup…
“Go on and
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree
Say what you wanna
Say what you wanna
Say
As long as you agree with me”
Crack me like a pinata
Just hit me harder
To get what you, to get what you want
Crack me like a pinata
Just hit me harder
To get what you, to get what you want
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